My Life ?

9:01 AM Julia Joman 0 Comments

Blog is technically like my on-the-go diary, or a place where i can write how i feel, (even though everything)
So here it is ...
There are SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO much drama in my life (you wouldn't even guessed)
i couldn't even think of anything "dramaless"

"SUICIDE"
You would never have guessed that i often thought of it.
i just haven't have the gut yet.
though i mostly thought of my families or boyfriend (no 's') :p
i thought ... 
what would they be if i die ... (like they care at all )

probably you would think that this person (or anyone else) has nothing to fear or worry about in his/her life by looking from pictures or gossips or anything like that.
well, you're wrong.
everyone has their own problems
they just don't showed in pictures
they might be smiling in photos, but you might never have guessed what's inside him/her.
their mind might be full of craps and about to blow up, but they're still smiling.
their heart might be tearing crazily, but they're still smiling
Because pictures are made to keep happy moments.
worries, sadness, or anything bad are meant to be forgotten.


Well, i guess i've went out of the topic
so anyway ...
i still don't know where this going ...

We should remember that no matter what's going on in life, no matter how hard it is, there's always a way out of it. It's only the matter of time.

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